Friday, October 31, 2008

stole this from alex's bulletin =]

“If you want to be good at something, you have to be obsessive. You have to do the thing all the time, and when you’re not doing it, you have to be thinking about doing it. Why do you think business people who make millions are so good at it? They’re always doing business. Even when they’re not working, they’re thinking about better ways to do business. Same with the greatest writers and painters. They obsess all the time.

i agree tots...
thats why i should just change my name to jess-obsessive

Tuesday, October 28, 2008


if you wanna read some poetry goo there ^^^
we are all soo talented =]

gahh soo this computer has soo many pics i forgot about...

Looks Like...

if you put black hair on this guy,
i swear he looks like pete wentz...

Sunday, October 26, 2008

feeling at 10/26/2008

It's like this,
hard to stomach
harder to exhale
full speed ahead at 100 mph
into that brick wall that has stood in my way since i can't remember
like the label on my back that I can't peel off
everyone feels the same way
at least that is what I've heard
but i beg to differ
you might have walked the same path, but not in these shoes

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Lights by The Cab

umm i used to be obsessed with this song....

herez now youz canz tooz =]

Ralph Waldo Emerson 1803 - 1882

"To be misunderstood is to be great."

"Always Do What You Are Afraid To Do."

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."

"You cannot do a kindness too soon, for you never know how soon it will be too late."

Without ambition one starts nothing. Without work one finishes nothing. The prize will not be sent to you. You have to win it. The man who knows how will always have a job. The man who also knows why will always be his boss. As to methods there may be a million and then some, but principles are few. The man who grasps principles can successfully select his own methods. The man who tries methods, ignoring principles, is sure to have trouble.

The measure of a great leader, is their success in bringing everyone around to their opinion twenty years later.

Our spontaneous action is always the best. You cannot, with your best deliberation and heed, come so close to any question as your spontaneous glance shall bring you.

alright if you can't tell, I can go on forever...
here are just a few of my favs =]



so ive seen this
but i just stumbled upon it
and it made me laugh really hard... =]

Paper Chase

Roll it out, it's over now.
We're the cast-outs with messed up friends who never did fit in.
Don't know where it ends.
It doesn't matter now,
as long as we're as one, we'll take the next bus
destination: setting sun.

Graduate, paper chase,
we'll get out of this place.
Don't turn around. Hit the highway,
pour some liquor out for this town.
Now that's all for us, it's last call to drink up.

The Academy is...

stay gold<3

Saturday, October 18, 2008


i wish i could go into detail, but this picture just says it all

i love my

I know how to make myself cry...

Graduation just came on shuffle on my ipod...
i forced myself to listen..thinking i could finally relate to this song...
I JUST FUCKING teared up like no motha fuckin knows...


13 more days till...

my birthdayyy!
i'm a halloween baby
so yes it would be appropriate for you to call me pumpkin =]
18...ew thats two years till i turn 20...weirdddd

alright its October and I stil haven't been to a
haunted house
haunted corn maze
fright fest
or buy a pumpkin
or drink some toastie apple cider

whats wrong with me?!?!

"It's called growing up."
cool I don't wanna....

alright plans for today
bingo and st joes with lanners
then...I'm FREEEE!
wait i should probz buy my mom a birthday present...
yess then proll hanging out with the brat pack later...sweeeet =]

i want a new phonee...

I've got troubled thoughts

and a self-esteem to match...

okay, cool

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Slowin it down... well kinda

bands i've been listening to in far


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

legit lyrics...maybe?

What a catch, donnie

yes words can't describe how much I love this song...

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

no tttyg part 2

and you know what?
I' m ok with that

if fall out boy gave in and wrote another album like tttyg
which would be impossible because those boys are never gonna be 16/17 years old again.
they are never gonna have real feelings for some chick and wish she would just,
"Choke on those words that kiss that bottle" again

If they wrote another album like tttyg they would be giving the public what they want,
They would just be writing what YOU KIDS wants to hear.
and for all you punk-ass kids(who used to be fob fans) who say fob only writes for the public and media...your soo far wrong its not even funny

if they were writing songs just to please people
they would be pleasing you

and guess what, they aren't
they are writing about stuff that actually matters to them, their real feelings on issues
that stupid kids like you don't understand

musicians are artist
they are the people with the megaphone
expressing what they feel

they shouldn't be business men dying to sell us their "Product"
so they are gonna write what THEY want to write
and if you don't like it..fuck it, don't buy the cd

sorry for the rant...
i just thought that was important and I needed to get that out there

p.s go read patrick stumps interview on
i read it a couple days ago and fell right back in love with him =]
he mentions a lot of stuff i wrote up there and more soo check it out

Monday, October 6, 2008

kudos to christina

"dont get used to exhaling
because sooner or later you'll have to breath in"

Sunday, October 5, 2008


so i love making new friends
especially concert friends
and especially cause It was bound to happen sooner or later haha

but yes yesterday was fun
The frantic at penny road pub was awesome
those boys blow me away every time i see them
I just love watching people perform
and kudos to Kyle and Brett for being sick and still going on and playing an awesome show!
"Lone star girls are crazy"
wow i'm glad i almost fell over and died when i heard that song...bahahahhaha

well the rest of the day was legit fun aswell...
eating and hanging out at panda with some awesome girls was qual
then i hung out with christina....
hahaha we just had too much fun
she put in my extentions and she looked fucking awesome
then sat in my car with the seats all the way down and just talked talked and talked..about everything hahaha
"Baking love" yes we made a new phrase
haha then off to hang with an awesome kid, keeth
this kid idk he amazes me to no end...end of story

but yes then went to tays and hung for a tiny bit and then back home for mee
talked to some awesome people online
got my heart broken again by the cubs...
Its funny how us cubs fans never get used to that feeling of losing
hmm yes they have taught what tough love is..hmm yes

ok well hopefull im going to see danger today downtown
shall be a grand time =]=]=]

Bada Bing Wit' A Pipe

I'm really liking Four year strong

took me long enough ya?

Roll with the punches
Because you know that it’s inevitable
Soon to be unforgettable, yet, totally unpredictable
I’m either calling it quits or you’re calling me out
Its not who or what you know because you’re better with nothing at all.

Thursday, October 2, 2008


I play
so i can forget
save me
block out their screams
suddenly it's only me and my keys
playing to one uplifting melody
say a prayer with eyes shut and breath held
now I'm gone....

hmmm if you ever come to my house and it is quite...something is very wrong
I swear all everyone does is wonder i always have a headache
and yes i admit i like to argue and yell but walk in my shoes for a day
and you will see why i am the way i am...

alright go learn something new, if you dont your brain will turn to mush..seriously

i just learned save by the rocket summer on the piano

and i feel so much better =]

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

So What

guilty pleasure
blah blah blah i know this came out a really really long time ago but still...
i think Pink is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee


It's finally getting colder
you change like the leaves from summer to fall
It's that uncomfortable chill that dances up and down my spine
makes me want to tremble
Fall feels a bit different this year
they say you learn from the best
and if your "the best" i will have no problem settling for less
She cries and wonders what she did wrong
but you wouldn't know this, only we do
you are out doing as you please
leaving her to sleep alone
in that cold empty bed that makes her feel small
Every little girl wants to believe that her dad is superman
that guy who makes all her problems disappear
but tell me
what happens when superman doesn't want to be the super hero anymore?
It's the fact that you gave in, you quit, you threw in the towel with time still left on the clock
It's disappointing and it hurts
and you know what?
i still love you, not that I could ever switch that off
but sometimes I wish i had that button
just to tell you how i really feel, the way your making everyone else feel
but your my family,
and when your family you back each other up
Just like if you wanted a serious opinion on a new song you wrote
you would never go ask your family what they thought
because of course they would answer "I love it!"
So this sickness of love is making my heart feel heavy
Once you've lost they say you won the game of love.
So I guess I've won, now whats the prize?