Living Is Easy With Eyes Closed

2009-01-03T23:49:00.000-08:00

2009-01-03T02:22:00.000-08:00

2009-01-03T02:17:00.000-08:00

2009-01-03T02:16:00.001-08:00

"Have you ever had a moment when you’re with the one person in the world you want to be with and the wind is blowing through your hair and the song that just describes your entire soul happens to come on and then the person you happen to want to be with happens to love the same song and suddenly you realize you’re listening to it together and no matter how crazy your life has gotten, there’s this one moment, this perfect moment where you could just say that no matter what happens nothing can take this moment away from me… and then something does."

2009-01-03T02:13:00.001-08:00

www.pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

2009-01-03T01:41:00.000-08:00

"I like to think that somewhere out there, on a planet exactly like ours, two people exactly like you and me made totally different choices and that, somewhere, we're still together.

That's enough for me. "

switching

2008-12-26T13:28:00.001-08:00

ya I'll be here too

http://doyoufeeljess.tumblr.com/

dearcousin,

2008-12-25T22:14:00.000-08:00

iloveyou.

HURD65 (11:25:20 PM): and home will just be where your family is and friends

today was suppose to be the happiest day of the year
i almost let something stupid ruin that
well not really something "stupid"
just something that is going to make me a stronger person in the future

I could not ask for a better family.

seriously i don't think i could ever connect with anyone as much as i do with you
someone who i only see once a year

he is a best friend disguised as my cousin

merry christmas =]

2008-12-25T22:11:00.000-08:00

Patrick hit it right on the head

2008-12-19T23:36:00.000-08:00

when he said this generation is the most selfish and narcissistic of the bunch
[basically the theme of folie a deux]

you're so vain that you probably thought this was about you

[congratulations]

She's my Winona

2008-12-18T19:15:00.000-08:00

"They always bring up how you've changed,

never the same person when I go to sleep

as when I wake up"

seriously this is brilliant

you are never the same person as you were

as when you wake up

everyday you learn something new, about yourself or someone else

so next time someone complains how I've changed...

I'm gonna say "Thanks, I did get smarter, I know"

Amaze me.

2008-12-18T19:06:00.000-08:00

"the gaps between our houses get smaller

while the holes inside them grow larger,

until they are the same as all the others.

sad boys grow up, try drugs and fall in love.

It's our insides that we're running out of"

-wb

honesty

2008-12-17T17:53:00.000-08:00

"Life is just a pace-car on death"
too much blue never looked good on anyone
and a frown upside down shines brighter then you think
these are the good days whether you realize it or not
we have it so easy, and now is the time to appreciate it

interlude

2008-12-16T19:07:00.001-08:00

And I'm a sunshine machine
I want to get stuck
I want to get stuck
And be glowing in your memory

Honey is for bees, silly bear

2008-12-16T16:47:00.001-08:00

Honey is for bees, silly bear
besides there's jelly beans everywhere
its not what it seems in the land of dreams
Don't worry your head just go to sleep
it doesn't matter how you feel
life is just a Ferris wheel
It's always up and down
don't make a sound

when you wake up the world will come around
when you wake up the world will come around

its just the sweet weather and the peacock feathers
and in the morning it will all be better
its not what it seems in the land of dreams
don't worry your head just go to sleep

when you wake up the world will come around
when you wake up the world will come around

honey is for bees silly bear
besides there's jelly beans everywhere
its what it seems in the land of dreams
don't worry your head and got to sleep

chills...

2008-12-16T12:39:00.000-08:00

I'm Speechless...

American Beauty,

2008-12-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

"If you're not yourself
then you are just ordinary,
and being ordinary is
worse than anything else"

brings tears

2008-12-13T22:28:00.001-08:00

They are killing me

2008-12-13T11:56:00.000-08:00

all i wanna know are the words...
and all i get is a blank song booklet and a website that doesn't work...

I'm just a sucker for these...

2008-12-12T13:02:00.000-08:00

We The Kings "Secret Valentine"

"Sometimes words are not enough. Other times, they are all I have"

2008-12-11T18:23:00.000-08:00

Does he know the way,
of the crickets that would convince me to call it a night?

[Oh darling, I know what you’re going through]

haha so in prep for next friday...

2008-12-11T17:23:00.000-08:00

i watched this =]

just remember

2008-12-10T18:18:00.000-08:00

It's like they took the words right out of my mouth

2008-12-10T18:02:00.000-08:00

"People put music in such a weird context,
like it's a life-or-death matter.
It's not.
It's music."
-Andrew Seward, Against me!

"There's a lot to be said for bands who fight to be relevant.
But convincing people you're relevant?
That's like telling people it's not raining when they're soaking wet."
-Pete Wentz, fall out boy

preach electric to a microphone stand

2008-12-10T12:49:00.000-08:00

I can't explain a thing
I want everything
To change and stay the same on top
doesn't care about anyone or anything
now come together, come apart

I'm a mascot for what you've become
and I love the mayhem more than the love

Stole this from cara =]

2008-12-09T19:28:00.000-08:00

its amazing how when you read something that you can relate to,
something just clicks and you don't feel so alone any more...

"love the fact that no matter how crappy your day is and how much you have going on you can just lay down in bed, put some music on, and close your eyes and you immidiately feel better. it's like emotional tylenol.

as lame as this sounds, i wish that i could thank my favorie bands for getting me through the hardest times of my life. i don't know. i guess i just think it's amazing that i have something, that no matter how mad or sad or pissed i'm feeling, will make me feel better. i really hope that everyone has something like this. i guess for some people it's sports or movies or writing or drawing or painting. for me it's music. playing it, listening to it, attempting to write it. it makes everything better. at least for that moment.

for the few people that bother to read this i'm going to leave you with a quote that has always stuck in my head but i just remembered today. it's not even so much of a quote as it is a whole livejournal entry, but read it. i promise you you won't regret it. if you're like me you might even relate to some of it. i guess it's not even totally on the topic of what i've been talking about, but some of it is. and in general it's just something that i think you all should read. i'm going to stop rambling and copy and paste this thing. enjoy."

we were attracted to the life for a reason.
we sing the songs of rebellion and raise our fists against it all.
we chant slogans and read books and find music in opposition. in protest of a life we dont want.
a refusal of common and boring.
our dissent boils over with middle fingers and blue hair. because fuck them, right?
they
dont get it. they dont see what we see. they dont live the lives we do.
no one understands but those singers and those with the heart to hold
the protest signs.
and thats fine.
better than fine...

but why?
for what?

be different. be weird. be unique. be gay. be free. be fucked.
color
your hair. rip your clothes. tattoos your skin. read books your parents
told you not to. watch documentaries. listen to artists. love who you
want. stand for a cause. raise your voice. oppose the haters. speak up.

but remember why you do it.

if you have green hair and you dont know why, fuck you.
if you sing along to the rally song for the hook, fuck you.
if you pick up a cause and dont know why, fuck you.
if you tour the country in a broken van and dont see the beauty in 3am gas station dinners, dont do it.

i dont know your inspiration, i only know mine.
this scene. this culture. this community...is a parachute, not a destination.
its a scope for your high-powered rifle of splendor and wonderment.

there
is supposed to be a purpose behind all of this. not all that DIY/punk
ethos im always talking your ear off about...but about building a
better life for yourself.
we are attracted to this for a reason.
in the beginning it all seems so clear but after time, tends to lose
its luster. the image gets smudged by back-stabbing, scene points, who
got to the barricade first, list spots, message board drama, backstage
passes and name dropping.
dont you remember why you wanted this?
when it was more than music. when it was a fight. and not a fight
against your parents and the kids at school or even the popular radio
dance crap you hear day in and day out, when it was about a real
fight...the fight to save yourself from yourself.

see, this isnt
about that hot and sweaty feeling of being smashed in a sea of a
thousand people or dressing up for the show on friday or throwing
elbows at the dude who is sweating all up on your back or winking at
the bass player or impressing boys or girls or bands or security guards
or getting on tour busses...
its about being alone in your room with headphones on and feeling it so hard it brings tears to your eyes.
its
about driving home alone at night and screaming at the top of your
lungs to words that at that moment in the world, only you understand.
its about not being scared anymore.
its about the refusal to sit on a couch and rot.
its about forcing yourself out the door to be productive.
and its about wanting to live so hard you just know you're going to shred this world or go out trying.

while you're off playing 'punk' or whatever it is your crazy kids do these day, remember one thing...
this
is not here by accident. groups of people across this world make this
possible because a few groups of people before them had a crazy idea
that life is ours for the taking and we get to paint it any fucking
color we like because its the only one we got and we need to make the
best of it.
to make it fun.
so that one day, we can learn to have fun and smile when it snows and get excited to pass on the secret we learned about life.

thats its not about playing things safe, because safe fun is for retards in bike helmets and knee pads.
real fun is in the adventure of the leap from the stage to the crowd.

and real living is in the faith of knowing someone will catch you.

because you would for them.

-christopher gutierrez

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

"I expected more from you"

2008-12-08T16:25:00.001-08:00

For all the darts that are thrown at me,
Why would you even try to get me?

I've been this way my whole life
stop dissecting me
(they never stop dissecting)

Outside looking in has never done anyone any good.

My head has always been blurry, but so has the future
So I'll sleep on it and pray for better days.

"If home is where the heart is, then we are all just fucked"

2008-12-07T17:48:00.000-08:00

I continue to tell myself that I'm ok,
That is like trying to convince myself that I can walk through water without getting wet
Sitting here I've already began to shiver
Right or wrong, I'm becoming numb to it all
Everyone deserves a flame
and
everyone
deserves
to
be
happy

Hell or glory, I don't want anything inbetween...

2008-12-06T09:16:00.000-08:00

THEY ARE ALL GONNA BE MY FAVORITE SONGS GAH!
10 MORE DAYSS

holy shit...

2008-12-05T22:23:00.001-08:00

Saturday in Seattle from clandestine on Vimeo.

this gave me chills right here

if you watch any of this video...the last min is the best =]

regret...

2008-12-05T12:59:00.000-08:00

"We breath life,
like this towns
never seen before"

I owe some of the most amazing, unforgetable nights to these guys...

2008-12-05T12:43:00.000-08:00

thanks a million<333

ohh totally making a prediction
water buffalo
tiffany blews
and (coffees for closers)

they are gonna be my fav tracks of the new album =]

"If its not love then

2008-12-03T19:28:00.000-08:00

it's the bomb that will bring us together."

the words i have to say are too deep to be written.
they are soo heavy that they could bleed right through this page.
The ink in this pen can only spill so much of me at a time.
It scares me to know that I have this much feeling.
This may be the trigger to the countdown.
I'm like a bomb ticking,
waiting,
praying
to be set off.
I'm ready,
ready to explode into one hundred different directions.

i need ideas for a tat

2008-12-03T16:07:00.001-08:00

hmm maybz a skyline in the middle instead
this is just the begining

hmm idk i kinda like piano keys too...

And Don't Forget,

2008-12-01T15:28:00.000-08:00

without you, there is only me

Don't get me wrong
I won't let this go...

Just think of me as

the bomb that is going to
set you free,
from love,
from heartache,
from disappointment,
from life
forever <3

why you should be excited for fall formal...

2008-11-25T17:33:00.001-08:00

postsecrets.com

2008-11-25T16:42:00.000-08:00

shortest count down

2008-11-25T10:34:00.000-08:00

2 days till ohio for thanksgiving...always a pleasure
4 days till fall formal..fuckk yaaa

I'M SO EXCITED =] =] =]

truth

2008-11-22T23:40:00.000-08:00

I'm the only reason why I feel like this
Responsible I am
I'm my own worst enemy
I beat myself up over and over, but for what?
To see if I can recover?
Pick myself up everyday, its the only way to make progress
I need to be happier
realize is what I need
everything seems foggy, but fog is passable, not a road block
There is always tomorrow, its all about the journey not the destination
I wish I just knew what my future has in store for me
sometimes it feels like the mountain has no peak
I guess it is only up hill from here
but as long as i have them by me side, everything will turn out fine...

"I'd Sink My teeth Into this.."

2008-11-21T08:16:00.000-08:00

maybe this is just me, i don't know

2008-11-17T12:49:00.000-08:00

Music should not be forced
leave that to the million other things life throws at you
don't try and convince me to like a band or song
that I've tried listening to, that has failed to catch my ear.

When you insult someones music, that hurts.
that is a personal connection that only that one person can understand

don't get worked up over it either, there are plenty other moments for that.

Live and do what you want.
one of the hardest things in life is to think on your own, without being influenced by others.

oh i learned this during mass yesterday..

"Don't be a person of power, be a powerful person"

make sense?

we're always kicking back...

2008-11-14T23:01:00.001-08:00

inspirational lyrics

2008-11-13T12:48:00.000-08:00

Jack's Mannequin-Swim

You gotta swim
Swim for your life
Swim for the music
That saves you
When you're not so sure you'll survive
You gotta swim
And swim when it hurts
The whole world is watching
You haven't come this far
To fall off the earth

The currents will pull you
Away from your love
Just keep your head above

I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
Cracking me open yeah
I swim for brighter days
Despite the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I'm not giving in
Swim

You gotta swim
For nights that won’t end
Swim for your families
Your lovers your sisters
And brothers and friends
Yeah, you gotta swim
For wars without cause
Swim for the lost politicians
Who don't see their greed is a flaw

The currents will pull us
Away from our love
Just keep your head above

I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
Cracking me open yeah
I swim for brighter days
Despite the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I'm not giving in
But I'm not giving in
Swim

You gotta swim
Swim in the dark
There's an ocean to drift in
Feel the tide shifting away from the spark
Yeah you gotta swim
Don't let yourself sink
Just follow the horizon
I promise you it's not as far as you think
The currents will drag us away from our love

Just keep your head above
Just keep your head above
Swim
Just keep your head above
Swim
Swim
Just keep your head above
Swim

NEWEST LSG BLOG!!!

2008-11-12T20:51:00.001-08:00

a splash of sunshine

2008-11-12T12:40:00.001-08:00

that was quick

"friends"

2008-11-11T16:10:00.000-08:00

you can't get over the fact that we are so different
you brought up this past summer
you told someone who drove around Chicago for a half hour to save your ass, that you didn't know if you should consider each other friends
you thought you were doing me a favor
you are one of the biggest shit talkers i know and not once have i ever called you out on it
or told your best friend that you sometimes can't stand her.
I called you a dumbass
thats it,
a dumbass
a word meaning" a stupid person"
that doesnt mean i hate you or don't want to be your friend
you went downtown with little money and then walked around at 11:00 pm by yourselves
if you think that is smart, then find me someone else who agrees with you.
when did you get so cocky?
i really would like to know

p.s.
i'm sticking to my word
i'm not mad
i did not cry over you

writing is a way to express yourself
and set everything out in front of you
so it doesn't get trapped inside and eat you away

I want this to all make sense
so this is how i feel

kairos cd in my car

2008-11-11T15:57:00.000-08:00

so i left it in and listened and fell in love with this song again..

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will

guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

haha im a little slow...

2008-11-10T10:25:00.000-08:00

but i finally got one

http://twitter.com/jessObsessive

wooo

2008-11-10T08:30:00.000-08:00

extensions!!!

11/10/08

2008-11-10T07:55:00.000-08:00

Note to self: Don't stay stubborn and lonely forever
Confession: I rather die than fall vulnerable
Feeling right now: misses steeners and lanners
Goal: stop making up excuses...

what you have taken from me
could have easily been borrowed
instead of stolen.

wishes everyone would: just say what they want to say
loves: to argue
realized: the stupidity of others can bring laughter and tears

i also miss kairos...

my friends are real, like that of gold, which I could never give away

there are a few out there, i promise...

2008-11-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

some people need no explanation. some people just get you. those are the ones worth keeping worth fighting for, getting in trouble with and never letting go of. Someone who is as twisted as you. intertwine till the end. people wanna know how I got the way I am, just look to my side. my partner in crime, my other half, my best mate and too close to be sisters. no one understands us, but no one needs to. as long as we have each other nothing can stand in the way...

shopping carts and cop cars?

2008-11-09T22:47:00.001-08:00

sounds like a song? yes

this is gods way of telling me that I should not be stuck in palatine
because i just get bored and do stupid stuff...like attempting to steal a shopping cart?
but thank god my car is small and it didnt fit...because 1 min later a cop car comes creeping up on us, while we are parked at randhurst mall...
yes scary shit...

me and my best friend get bored easily...but everytime we get into the car...an adventure awaits...

but anyway
i think this is a sign that i really need to be at shows everynight
they keep me out of trouble....really.

I'm getting this

2008-11-09T14:14:00.000-08:00

I'm stoked

last night

2008-11-09T08:11:00.000-08:00

hmm best concert yet?
yes
even if my dumbass friends didnt bring enough money
and got lost in the city
then called us to drive around for a half hour and
pick them up.

this just proves nothing can ruin a perfect night at the metro
i hope to be doing this forever

my lone star girls are fucking crazy...

Do what you are afraid to do...

2008-11-06T19:02:00.000-08:00

*this is a rant, meaning it doesn't flow... sorry!

life sucks. It is a one way street. You are not allowed to stop and turn around and redo.
there is no map, written out for which way to stop or turn.
you never know if you are on the right road
The hardest thing to say to someone is always worthwhile
people don't make sense
people don't know what they want
because of fear or regret
people like facts.
It is harder to live on hopes and dreams
that is where we come to that infamous fork in the road
I always tell myself this,
You either try and get everything or don't bother and get nothing.
don't depend on anyone but yourself.
always be yourself
or else down the road you won't be happy and you will be surrounded by the wrong people.
people learn from mistakes.
YOUTH THESE DAYS LIVE ON EXTREMES!
we need a balance.
one person can make your day.
one qual conversation can make my week.
things won't get better unless you get off your ass and do it yourself
[obama can't make this change happen by himself, we the people need to change and take action, it is not only the president that needs to change, it is the people who live here]
america the ignorant
Change happens over a long long period of time.
don't expect anything and you will never be let down.

me thinking [i wish there were less educated voters rather then more uneducated voters in this country....sorry]

words of the wise

2008-11-05T18:26:00.000-08:00

"some people just make you feel safe, like you can do anything"

holy pipes

2008-11-05T16:21:00.000-08:00

for all ya acoustic lovers

oh the begining is in french? bahaha funny

HOLY GUITARS

2008-11-05T16:15:00.000-08:00

thanks dan!

America the Ignorant

2008-11-05T13:52:00.000-08:00

...

Hey you Dove

2008-11-03T19:56:00.001-08:00

you are for peace?
but you want to rally and riot?

Stick to one side...
but then again,
you wouldn't know any better, you learn from the best...

I Love Your Existance

2008-11-03T12:18:00.000-08:00

BY:GOOT

Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine, and time stands still for us.
My hand in your hair, and yours on my chest. Moments with you are my lifes best.

We crossed paths for a reason
The planets aligned in that particular season
Its clear to me that well eventually be
Inseparable

I love your existence
and I cant get enough

Your song is sung in your beautiful voice
My senses rush cause they have no other choice
I breathe you in, and I see through your eyes.
You are an angel in a beautiful disguise.

We crossed paths for a reason
The planets aligned in that particular season
Its clear to me that well eventually be
Inseparable

I love your existence
and I cant get enough

So pucker up and embrace the greatness, you get me high and erase my sadness.
I love your existence, and I cant get enough

a cup of tea = love <3

yes we dress up as ninjas for fun...

2008-11-02T17:35:00.000-08:00

love these girls

2008-11-02T12:58:00.000-08:00

LONE STAR GIRLS ARE CRAZY!!!!!

stole this from alex's bulletin =]

2008-10-31T23:52:00.000-07:00

“If you want to be good at something, you have to be obsessive. You have to do the thing all the time, and when you’re not doing it, you have to be thinking about doing it. Why do you think business people who make millions are so good at it? They’re always doing business. Even when they’re not working, they’re thinking about better ways to do business. Same with the greatest writers and painters. They obsess all the time.
"

i agree tots...
thats why i should just change my name to jess-obsessive

"this song is about sex, get over it."

2008-10-30T18:13:00.000-07:00

The Cab - New Music - More Music Videos

lucky number 7...He's backkk!

2008-10-30T18:03:00.000-07:00

MONDAYEYES

2008-10-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/groups/mondayeyes/

if you wanna read some poetry goo there ^^^
we are all soo talented =]

gahh soo this computer has soo many pics i forgot about...

2008-10-28T19:13:00.000-07:00

Looks Like...

2008-10-28T13:11:00.000-07:00

if you put black hair on this guy,
i swear he looks like pete wentz...

feeling at 10/26/2008

2008-10-26T19:07:00.000-07:00

It's like this,
hard to stomach
harder to exhale
full speed ahead at 100 mph
into that brick wall that has stood in my way since i can't remember
like the label on my back that I can't peel off
everyone feels the same way
at least that is what I've heard
but i beg to differ
you might have walked the same path, but not in these shoes

Lights

2008-10-22T19:11:00.000-07:00

Lights by The Cab

umm i used to be obsessed with this song....

herez now youz canz tooz =]

Ralph Waldo Emerson 1803 - 1882

2008-10-22T17:05:00.001-07:00

"To be misunderstood is to be great."

"Always Do What You Are Afraid To Do."

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."

"You cannot do a kindness too soon, for you never know how soon it will be too late."

Without ambition one starts nothing. Without work one finishes nothing. The prize will not be sent to you. You have to win it. The man who knows how will always have a job. The man who also knows why will always be his boss. As to methods there may be a million and then some, but principles are few. The man who grasps principles can successfully select his own methods. The man who tries methods, ignoring principles, is sure to have trouble.

The measure of a great leader, is their success in bringing everyone around to their opinion twenty years later.

Our spontaneous action is always the best. You cannot, with your best deliberation and heed, come so close to any question as your spontaneous glance shall bring you.

alright if you can't tell, I can go on forever...
here are just a few of my favs =]

P.Stump

2008-10-22T14:48:00.001-07:00

hahahhahahahaha

so ive seen this
but i just stumbled upon it
and it made me laugh really hard... =]

Paper Chase

2008-10-22T13:46:00.000-07:00

Roll it out, it's over now.
We're the cast-outs with messed up friends who never did fit in.
Don't know where it ends.
It doesn't matter now,
as long as we're as one, we'll take the next bus
destination: setting sun.

Graduate, paper chase,
we'll get out of this place.
Don't turn around. Hit the highway,
pour some liquor out for this town.
Now that's all for us, it's last call to drink up.

The Academy is...

stay gold<3

tonightt

2008-10-18T23:15:00.001-07:00

i wish i could go into detail, but this picture just says it all

i love my
THDCABCB

I know how to make myself cry...

2008-10-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

Graduation just came on shuffle on my ipod...
i forced myself to listen..thinking i could finally relate to this song...
I JUST FUCKING teared up like no motha fuckin knows...

fuckkkk

13 more days till...

2008-10-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

my birthdayyy!
yay
i'm a halloween baby
so yes it would be appropriate for you to call me pumpkin =]
18...ew thats two years till i turn 20...weirdddd

alright its October and I stil haven't been to a
haunted house
haunted corn maze
fright fest
or buy a pumpkin
or drink some toastie apple cider

whats wrong with me?!?!

"It's called growing up."
cool I don't wanna....

alright plans for today
bingo and st joes with lanners
then...I'm FREEEE!
wait i should probz buy my mom a birthday present...
yess then proll hanging out with the brat pack later...sweeeet =]

i want a new phonee...

I've got troubled thoughts

2008-10-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

and a self-esteem to match...

okay, cool

Slowin it down... well kinda

2008-10-15T18:54:00.001-07:00

bands i've been listening to in October...so far

http://www.myspace.com/urbanites

http://www.myspace.com/wetheliving

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/AROCKETTOTHEMOON

http://www.myspace.com/anarbor

legit lyrics...maybe?

2008-10-14T19:52:00.000-07:00

http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=3530822107858744873

What a catch, donnie

2008-10-14T16:57:00.001-07:00

yes words can't describe how much I love this song...

no tttyg part 2

2008-10-08T12:25:00.001-07:00

never
and you know what?
I' m ok with that

if fall out boy gave in and wrote another album like tttyg
which would be impossible because those boys are never gonna be 16/17 years old again.
they are never gonna have real feelings for some chick and wish she would just,
"Choke on those words that kiss that bottle" again

If they wrote another album like tttyg they would be giving the public what they want,
They would just be writing what YOU KIDS wants to hear.
and for all you punk-ass kids(who used to be fob fans) who say fob only writes for the public and media...your soo far wrong its not even funny

if they were writing songs just to please people
THEN YOU WOULD LIKE THEM!
they would be pleasing you

and guess what, they aren't
they are writing about stuff that actually matters to them, their real feelings on issues
that stupid kids like you don't understand

musicians are artist
they are the people with the megaphone
expressing what they feel

they shouldn't be business men dying to sell us their "Product"
so they are gonna write what THEY want to write
and if you don't like it..fuck it, don't buy the cd

sorry for the rant...
i just thought that was important and I needed to get that out there

p.s go read patrick stumps interview on absolutepunk.net
i read it a couple days ago and fell right back in love with him =]
he mentions a lot of stuff i wrote up there and more soo yesss.....goo check it out

kudos to christina

2008-10-06T19:58:00.001-07:00

i.love.her

"dont get used to exhaling

because sooner or later you'll have to breath in"

yesterday

2008-10-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

so i love making new friends
especially concert friends
and especially cause It was bound to happen sooner or later haha

but yes yesterday was fun
The frantic at penny road pub was awesome
those boys blow me away every time i see them
I just love watching people perform
and kudos to Kyle and Brett for being sick and still going on and playing an awesome show!
"Lone star girls are crazy"
wow i'm glad i almost fell over and died when i heard that song...bahahahhaha

well the rest of the day was legit fun aswell...
eating and hanging out at panda with some awesome girls was qual
then i hung out with christina....
hahaha we just had too much fun
she put in my extentions and she looked fucking awesome
then sat in my car with the seats all the way down and just talked talked and talked..about everything hahaha
"Baking love" yes we made a new phrase
haha then off to hang with an awesome kid, keeth
this kid idk he amazes me to no end...end of story

but yes then went to tays and hung for a tiny bit and then back home for mee
talked to some awesome people online
got my heart broken again by the cubs...
Its funny how us cubs fans never get used to that feeling of losing
hmm yes they have taught what tough love is..hmm yes

ok well hopefull im going to see danger today downtown
shall be a grand time =]=]=]

Bada Bing Wit' A Pipe

2008-10-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

I'm really liking Four year strong

took me long enough ya?

Roll with the punches
Because you know that it’s inevitable
Soon to be unforgettable, yet, totally unpredictable
I’m either calling it quits or you’re calling me out
Its not who or what you know because you’re better with nothing at all.

keys

2008-10-02T17:43:00.000-07:00

I play
so i can forget
save me
block out their screams
suddenly it's only me and my keys
playing to one uplifting melody
say a prayer with eyes shut and breath held
now I'm gone....

hmmm if you ever come to my house and it is quite...something is very wrong
I swear all everyone does is yell..no wonder i always have a headache
and yes i admit i like to argue and yell but walk in my shoes for a day
and you will see why i am the way i am...

alright go learn something new, if you dont your brain will turn to mush..seriously

i just learned save by the rocket summer on the piano

and i feel so much better =]

So What

2008-10-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

guilty pleasure
blah blah blah i know this came out a really really long time ago but still...
i think Pink is awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee

fall

2008-10-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

It's finally getting colder
you change like the leaves from summer to fall
It's that uncomfortable chill that dances up and down my spine
makes me want to tremble
Fall feels a bit different this year
they say you learn from the best
and if your "the best" i will have no problem settling for less
She cries and wonders what she did wrong
but you wouldn't know this, only we do
you are out doing as you please
leaving her to sleep alone
in that cold empty bed that makes her feel small
Every little girl wants to believe that her dad is superman
that guy who makes all her problems disappear
but tell me
what happens when superman doesn't want to be the super hero anymore?
It's the fact that you gave in, you quit, you threw in the towel with time still left on the clock
It's disappointing and it hurts
and you know what?
i still love you, not that I could ever switch that off
but sometimes I wish i had that button
just to tell you how i really feel, the way your making everyone else feel
but your my family,
and when your family you back each other up
Just like if you wanted a serious opinion on a new song you wrote
you would never go ask your family what they thought
because of course they would answer "I love it!"
So this sickness of love is making my heart feel heavy
Once you've lost they say you won the game of love.
So I guess I've won, now whats the prize?

to my brat pack

2008-09-30T09:49:00.000-07:00

to the kids who glow in the dark
this is for you
I love the way your light never dims
It can never be turned off
not in my head at least.
You are my lucky stars in the sky
"never settle" i hear you say
It's what I aim to do
Stay Legit
You are the dreamer who doesn't believe in the impossible.
Stay Fierce
thats what I like about you most
You are the artist, the girl who shines so bright
Stay Positive
"They're my everything"
To the freshiest of the fresh
Stay brutal
Don't let anyone tell you different, you have to stay sharp kid

Living is easy
when you have
friends who are
just as Insane
as you

some kids at my school need to hear this...

2008-09-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

alright i said "some kids"
not all of them
and dont get me wrong i adore the scene kids,
but are people really forgetting about the music?

seriously...seriously

One thing is for sure...

2008-09-28T15:00:00.000-07:00

There are things in this world
That I don't understand
Like love, war, gravity
Or the lay of the land
But all of these, remain mysteries

One thing is for sure
You are worth living for.

Dear Spill Canvas,
I love your lyrics...they amaze me...

I have a problem...

2008-09-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

gahhh i want one...

ILoveBryceAvaryious disease....i hear its common?

I Don't Care

2008-09-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha i enjoyed this
my fav part: patrick and pete in nun outfits
def a qual vid by the "fall out boys" =]

JOETRO <3

2008-09-21T12:15:00.000-07:00

I found this pic of JoeTro, It's fucking awesome

I'm 17, only 17
[I'll be 18 in little over 31 days] but thats beside the point
I'm still a kid, well kinda
I don't know what I want

All I ask is this:

Don't judge me tomorrow by what I say today...

Saturday, and these open doors are open ended

2008-09-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

Wilmette IL is prob one of my favorite places ever...
and not just because pete wentz is from thurr...
but because its everything palatine isn't

So today christina, taylor and I went on a little road trip down there
first we made a stop at Homers for a qual dinner...
and let me tell you, they have thee tastiest frys iv ever eaten

Then of course it was off to the beachhhh

in my opinion a beach is prettier at night
during the day you are distracted by all the people and things that cover up its beauty
but by night you only feel the sand between your toes and hear the crashing of the waves.
You take the beach for what its worth, its naked beauty.

and yes everytime I leave there, i bring the sand back home with me.

"they can take take take the kids from the summer, but they can never never never wash the sand from my feet."

entonces...

drove back to palatine
visited alanna at work
then drove past Penny Road Pub
wow like really 5 min away from the twinnies house

closest show i think we will ever go to
Oct 4th...come quicker!

speaking of shows....
i get to see the rocket summer in 4 days
shit son im excited

bryce avary at the metro...haha my dream come true =] =] =]

oh and to make it more exciting...TAYLOR IS COMING WITH MEEE...[knock on wood]
fuck, i havent been to a show with her... since CIWWAF..gahhh

ok well im gonna pass out...soo pazz

A wise man once said...

2008-09-18T17:56:00.000-07:00

"Be fluid. Treat each project differently.
Be water, man.
The best style is no style.
Because styles can be figured out.
And when you have no style they can't figure you out."
-Jay-Z

Sometimes I think I'm like this...

2008-09-17T17:45:00.000-07:00

"I'm an Extremist,
I'm either obsessed with you,
or wont return your phone calls."--PW

I'll come back using maps

2008-09-15T20:02:00.000-07:00

so i put my clip-in extensions in...
&&let me tell you...
i'm having way too much fun with them =]

The reason should be as simple as this:
Cause its what my heart tells me to do, & they don't love you like I love you...

my friends are a different breed...

2008-09-15T16:09:00.001-07:00

I introduce to you..the coolest people you will ever meet =]

I was forced to listen to this CD this morning and forgot how much i loved this band...

2008-09-14T20:15:00.000-07:00

okok so i know i said this band sounded just like everyone else...but their lyrics...
HOLY LYRICS
i love them...

sometimes we just need to read these,

here is just a snipit...

The world is spinning way too fast
The entire human race, float into space
So fill your shoes with cement
And kiss the one you love
With reckless abandonment

I'm not concerned with pleasing
All those little pricks and all their little scenes
Yeah but I do believe in those who try
To do the best with what they have
Before they die

The world is spinning way too fast
The entire human race, float into space
So fill your shoes with cement
And kiss the one you love
With reckless abandonment

We are earthquakes
We are tidal waves
We're destruction at it's finest
Yeah we are lava in the cave.

We feed on the irony
We drink hypocrisy
We are everything we hate
But we have everything we need

We are everything we hate and need.

Shout out to:
the spill canvas

thanks for doing what you love and writing amazing lyrics
we appreaciate it

okok gahh!
im soo excited new photoshoot pics coming up soon =] =] =]